stand up for myself

I hate work and I keep crying about it. Back bone is not working and I am just getting frustrated. I am a welcome mat. My best friend has invited me to the opera and I am furious becuase they want to stop me from giving my advance day off.. I feel like a child who wants to kick and scream. I will see the opera, I need to use the law. What is the point of them making a rota if we cannot plan our days off!!!!!! why I will go, I feel like cinderella :(

I hate work and everytime I try to stand up! I remember he is my Manager or that’s my deputy! I need to remember that when they do something wrong I need to tell them off…. No one is perfect! I hear it….. just that mouth and brain are not connected!
I feel like I have welcome mat written on my face! I do as I am told! But everytime I come home I feel like a bulldoser has crossed my path! No one should go home feeling like that!
You have to wake up and face them again and it kind of hurts!!