forgive myself

We want always to be content and satisfied, forgetting that quite frequently we’ll be disappointed, frustrated, or even badly shaken up by a relationship.

It’ s all a part of the process and if one can just take it all with an impartial frame of mind without judging it, then one has developed a steady character, much to be desired.

“I forgive everything,
everyone,
every experience,
every memory of the past or present
that needs forgiveness.

I forgive positively everyone.

I also forgive myself of past mistakes.

Realizing this, I abide in peace.”

Autobiography in Five Short Chapters

I

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost … I am helpless
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II

I walk down the same street,
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in the same place.
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III

I walk down the same street
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it there.
I still fall in … it’s a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It’s my fault.
I get out immediately.

IV

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V

I walk down another street.

for trying to express my desires to someone who didn’t really want to know