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Well, I have three normal classes. Ceramics, creative writing, and world cultures and religions.
I’m sure I’ll learn ALOT in World Cultures. Of course I’ll learn stuff in creative writing too. And ceramics is ceramics, so.

School starts Thursday!

I feel so uneducated now a days. It’s terrible.
I saw down the other day with my PSAT results, and realised if theings keep going the way they are, I’ll do worse next year.
I can’t seem to understand and grasp simple algebra, when I’m in algebra 2. I haven’t touched the stuff in months, and I know I won’t further myself at all this year. But I need to be in alt classes this year to motivate myself to actually go to school. And stay caught up. And I’d so have horrid anxiety in regular classes righ now.
But next year, I’m going to push myself to keep going to school EVERY day. And do normal classes. Whether I like it or not. Because I can’t let my mind keep going in this direction. I’m a smart girl. Hell, I’m normally more than smart if I push myself. But it feels like thats slipping. And I won’t forgive myself for that if that happens. Ever.

Seems like a fairly simple task, of course.
But, it’s not that simple.
You laern new things everyday.
But, sometimes things get to just be, and you don’t learn enough.
My lfie’s gotten pretty repetitive lately, and with not having been in school since December, my mind feel like is been barely there.
That’s gonna change. =)