do well on my SATs

Took it again, did worse by 10 points.
Upside, I improved my writing score (12 on my essay, ye!).
Downside, Critical Reading OWNED my ass.

well, finally took a practice test. my sat’s 2 weeks away, and ive just started. wow.
anyway, i was nervous about taking it because i was afraid that if i did badly, i would do badly on my real sat…
i did well—personal best, in fact. made some stupid mistakes like coloring in the wrong bubble though. how aggravating.
but now, im afraid that since i did well, i wont take my real sat seriously… and then do badly.
lol. either way, i lose.

so… second round. the may sats are about 2 weeks away and sigh i havent started studying…
my parents want >2250… i just want to NOT to worse than my first.