be elegant

mm, i think thank my whole life this is what i have always wanted to me. yes, my idea of “elegant” has changed over the years, but then again, everything about me had changed over the years. change is all we have to keep us constant. but anyways, i think that i want to feel elegant just for a night or to have somebody who i truely care about stop me while i am talk and say “wow hannah, right now you look so elegant. so lovely.” i’ve never had anyone say this to me ever in my life and it’s something i’ve always wanted. i think i’ll be told this, but if i’m not, i hope that once, just once, i feel elegant. elegance is wonderful.