reconnect with my family

Time with my sister has become easier over the past few weeks. I think I’ve let my guard down with her. She’s been away for 2 years and I think it was really about geeting used to her back in my life. I think she is also learning how Ive changed as a person.

I have no idea how it got to this point but somewhere i started dreading time with my family. Sometimes i feel as though nobody quite understands. When i am one on one with certain family members i have a great time but when we are all together it seems harder. I get left out and i become depressed. I want ot feel strong and hold my own around them. I don’t want to keep avoiding them. Also it could be i just don’t get enough attention when we’re all together. So maybe i’m just being a little selfish and i should just add “stop being selfish” to my list.