Love without fear

i loved with out fear. i was in love it was ridiculous. i was cheated on but gave them numerous chances time after time loving them with no fear every time. A week ago i caught them still cheating when i showed up at his house to surprise him. I asked for my stuff back and he fliped out and pulled a knife on me. i know this isn’t an encouraging story about loving with no fear but i wouln’t have had it any other way. He was my everything and taught me so many lessons that i will now take with me for the rest of my life. the pain that i feel now is not fun but i have my friens. i do suggest doing it in not worth holding back.