Create the life I want to live

I want to:

-see Nickelback/Shinedown/Breaking Ben in Tulsa on 4/24/10 w/someone that will ACTUALLY enjoy it.
-buy a new weighted hoop from Hoopnotica and get sexy abs from it
-have clear skin despite the harsh weather and going off of the pill
-move on from my “stuck in a comfortable rut” relationship that’s going no wheres and only stresses me out
-run pain free
-go to Stanford in outdoor track
-get good grades again
-eat salad more often
-read more books
-spend more time w/Anissa and others who matter
-really start working on my apartment!
-spend more time volunteering at the humane society

to find true love
to volunteer at PETA
to volunteer at an animal shelter whenever possible
to be more forward with random guys
to look sexy in heels
to cook an amazing dinner for someone
to be injury free the rest of the year
to actually rock climb like I’ve been meaning to
to be a role model for my sister
to bless my mom in the best way I can for all she has done
to eventually have a six pack one day, or at least a toned tummy
to eat vegetables more easily
to spend more time with my grandparents when I get home
to go on a vacation by myself
to become better friends with my sister

to finish my undergrad.
to complete my RD.
to get my masters in nutrition.
to be independent.
to enjoy running again.
to compete in triathlons.
to go snowboarding again.
to eat clean.
to own a dog.
to educate women about the dangers of eating disorders.
to be happy with the way I look.
to accept that I may not dress trendy.
to understand that I don’t need fancy cars, money, or popularity to be happy.
to possibly marry.
to visit India.
to visit Australia again.
to try surfing.
to have a one night stand.
to look beautiful at the wedding in June.
to look smoking hot in a dress.
for him to eat his heart out and be sorry he didn’t try to make it work.
to tune out the gossip.
to run for myself, regardless of what I can’t control around here.
to pass my biochem class.
to swim again.
to prepare more vegetarian meals.
to tell people how I feel in a mature manner.
to run a marathon.
to purchase a beautiful bedset—matress, sheets, and all.
to get over the past.