Not really sure how to go about this goal due to the fact I’m really not sure what I want.
I used to think I wanted a boyfriend but I got so burned out with drama and having my heart broken (especially the last one) that I’m not sure if I want to try that again, at least for a while.
I have had casual sex relationships in the past. They were ok. Not rad but not terrible.
The last time I had sex was July 31. Really. I had a fling that day that was great but then afterwards just…don’t know. Was bored with chasing it? So I quit.
Earlier this year I had a boyfriend. I thought the celibacy thing would be over but then he turned out to have ed and couldn’t have sex. He lied to me about it and let me think it was me. I talked to his ex-girlfriend who revealed to me that he had ed and couldn’t have sex at all.
Ugh right? Don’t really know how to go about this!