tell the people I love that I love them

I told him over and over again. He said he could never hear it enough from me, and I could never get tired of telling him.

I sent him a text that just said “I love you”

I doubt he will write back. He is at work… but at least he will know.

I already miss hearing it from him.

I couldn’t do it. I was so pissed off… and after I hung up the phone I regretted it.

Why am I too afraid to tell one person I do love them, in fear that they may not take it a right way? Or it could end a friendship? Or I could lose them out of my life for good?

This of course takes me back to “love without fear” and to “Be honest with myself”.

Gawd this isn’t easy.