Destroying my relationships...
9 months ago
I was told today that I want his attention all the time and I get pissed off when I don’t get it.
I really don’t feel that way, but thats what he says. I don’t want to seem needy, or desperate, I don’t even want to seem blind to it all… I guess I enjoy the attention so much… and it has been so long since I have gotten any… I need to change… it isn’t always about me…. even though I have always tried to make him happy in many different ways… but I guess what I do in a bad way sicks out more.
