love my life

i am very self-loathing right now. but even though i see some issues with myself i will still love my life. i swear it. i wont just sit here on the internet all day, smoking. which is what i am inclined to do when i am very depressed.

i just have to look on the bright side i guess.

i love my life a lot more than i use to. i don’t have many complaints except for things like problems with family sometimes. i do a lot of fun things with my friends. having good friends who are open minded and accepting makes a big difference. and working in a place where the people are cool helps. i know i would love my life more if i was doing meaningful work well that i enjoyed. and if i had more money it couldn’t hurt but you don’t need money to be happy. at some point i would like to have those things (a bit more money and a job i really loved and a good relationship with a great guy). until then i am still happy though.