not hate

hate is an emotion. its natural. sometimes its appropriate and healthy.

over all i chose not to hate all the time. it’s pointless.

but that’s all i can really do.

i try not to. my hate waxes and wanes.

i am not going to mark this goal as complete yet but i may of made some progress due to a revelation.

the revelation: the earth is a waiting room. everything you do here is just killing time until the end, even the things you think. hating is not worth my time.

besides which i already know its powerless and doesn’t hurt the people i hate.

i don’t know how long i will even remember this or this will last. but for now it seems to actually be making a positive difference.

hating does nothing for you. It doesn’t get you anything or hurt the people that you hate. In my experience the people i hate seem to be doing really well.

i think it actually empowers them and weakens you.

i shouldn’t hate people but i do. its because of things in my life and who i am. hating people is ruining people and has ruined me.