find a beautiful, down-to-earth woman to marry

It can be so incredibly frustrating when you begin to have feelings for a woman you’re dating…you want something more than just sex, like a LTR, and there’s just a mismatch in terms of wants/needs. I just can’t see putting so much emotional investment into a woman who isn’t on the same page. I guess I should just enjoy what is…which is fine. But I’m not going to continue to see this woman exclusively at the expense of finding myself a more emotionally-fulfilling LTR and wife. I deserve a woman who recognizes what I bring to the table, one who isn’t hesitant to pursue a relationship with more promise.

since I last had a girlfriend. And I’ve finally met a woman whom I really care about. This is my first entry with something positive to report, so I am truly grateful. I just need to remember to enjoy the journey.