have more self confidence

I have got a lot more confidence it’s so good I still worry about how I look ( doesn’t everyone? ) but it doesn’t take up so much of my time obsessing over it tho, the bad thing is I’ve stopped eating dinner I only have one meal a day, I know it’s bad but I feel good when I’m hungry, the feeling of being hungry makes me feel better about myself than being full.I know it’s bad but I can’t help it I get disappointed in myself when I give in to the hunger, The thing is my bf doesn’t know what i’m doin but since I’ve cut out dinner I have lost weight and her say’s I look good so i’m thinking if I loose a bit more he’ll think i’m really hot.So I guess do I really have more confidence!!

I wish i had the confidence to stand next to the best looking lass ever and know my boyfriend would still pick me.
My bad point is i say things about these people in anger but im not angry at them im angry at myslef for not feeling good enough.