Get an image that makes me happy

Went yesterday to get some new stuff,the thing is I realized is that I need to have more body confidence before I can start to get and image I like I have to be happy in my own skin.
The sad things is I find it hard to do this but it’s such a wast of life to care about what other people think all the time and to compare yourself to others (which I do allot)
I am trying hard to get over the things people have said to me in the past.