The circustance that sorround you do not determine your place to God. His love is the same always.
I want to love him the same way also. I have been through tough times for the last two years and have actually not completely overcome them yet. Sometime i feel as if God has forgotten me but deep inside i know it’s a lie from the devil. I know at the right time he will come through for me. I don’t understand because suicidal thought have become common place for me. I feel parranoid and lost sometimes, yet deep within i know God is in control. I want to love Him consistently like i should, no matter the circumstances. I am desperate.
