not get married yet

I have someone, who wants to marry me. But I am not ready. Does that mean I will never be ready, or I do not want to marry him? Bold questions. And I think the answer lies somewhere in between. He blames my parents divorce for changing my mindset about marriage. I think we want different things.

All the time, everyone is getting married, wanting to get married, going to weddings, dreaming of being married, and going out every day hoping that find someone to marry. Now don’t get me wrong, someday I want to find the one and get married, but not yet. I think people get in over their heads way to fast and then end up so unhappy. I have come fairly close and, well, thank God it didn’t pan out. I will also lay it out, I like to be with someone, but I might be a commitment phobe. I just keep telling myself that with the right person, I will not have these fears.