enjoy what i have

the weather has been taking a toll on my optimism and ability to enjoy things, but honestly, im very tired of 100 degree weather. GO AWAY!

either way today i enjoyed:

painting a decent portrait
seeing my family
doing yoga
eating at appropriate times
getting my homework done early!
seeing my friends

getting good grades for 5th term
being with family
going to sea world
seeing friends
drawing
exercising
going bike riding
working on my website
preparing ideas for ape
reading
sleeping

today i have enjoyed:

seeing my rabbits
paying off my credit cards at the bank
going somewhere i have never been before
landscape painting
hiking
WATCHING WICKED
luke being with me all day

spending time with myself
doing yoga
buying new books
starting a new book
finishing my art history final paper
snapping out of being sulky and upset

this has proven to be harder than it seems. this week has not been terribly good or bad, but i just can’t seem to…well, fully enjoy what i have. its been raining all week, which can be enjoyable if i didn’t have to lug around all my school supplies through the wetness. people are all deathly busy (already!) and that includes myself. i had a conversation about this earlier but being 4th term doesn’t mean things get any easier. if anything the load is just starting to weigh something. i’m not going to use this opportunity to complain about everything that i’m currently not enjoying, but on the positive side i think i have everything i need to make this term work. i would also like to say i’m glad i have my family close by, friends that i can see at school and panera bread. all three keep me alive. hopefully this week shall be better!