forget a guy

when i came here to belgium i was sure that i was going to meet the love of my life, i moved away because i had to study in belgium, and back home there were two guys who really hurt me, the first one broke my heart and i kind of fell in love(because i was still really hurt because of the first one) with the second one,we did real great things together,but he just didn’t love me,i told myself that i didn’t mind because anyway i was going to move here. but the fact is that when i eventually arrived here, i was such an emotional wreck and i just couldn’t get myself to have faith in anybody, but i kept feeling that need to be loved(because i live here all alone, no families, and all new people),then i met this guy, whose in my courses, and there’s this thing about him that attracted me and just won’t let me forget him, but the fact is that i’m so afraid of getting hurt that i keep avoiding him, earlier this year we were friends, but now i’ve become colder with him in a desperate attempt to stop myself from falling in love, but lately it’s not working anymore, i really like him, but i don’t think he likes me, and i just wish i could forget him, because i don’t think i would bear having my heart bruised once again…