listen to music more often; use it to make me jollier; find out what kind of music I really like

When it comes to music, I like things from across the charts. My favorite song has to go to American Pie by Don McLean. I do not know why, but this song gets me every time—it’s just so good. The best feeling in the world is singing this with friends either while out camping or while cruising by in a car. For some reason, when I imagine myself living a full life, I see myself on my deathbed, weakly singing this song, and I never say the last word (died) but just fall silent, and a single tear rolls down my cheek. I don’t know why I picture this, maybe I’m weird, maybe this song just strikes me as the essence of life. Another VERY good song is Aeternal by Paul Oakenfold. I originally heard it in Requiem for a Dream, and this one riff plays again and again throughout this song in a very chilling, rough way. The riff seems to pick at one’s nerves and delve deeper and deeper with each iteration, I cannot fully explain what makes it so good in my mind, but I really like it.