I think about you a lot. I don’t know why and I know I shouldn’t, but I do. You were a huge part of my life and it’s hard to just forget 4 years. We never really did have closure, and it still bothers me that we just walked away without even trying. I guess I just want to say that you taught me a lot about life and love and everything else. A lot of things have happened in my life that wouldn’t have if it weren’t for you, so I guess I owe a lot of who I am to you helping me figure it all out.
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I used to feel bad about us not being as close anymore, but now I don’t. I always figured the stuff you did was because you were upset, but it’s not and you’re completely ruining yourself. Getting drunk and having sex with anyone that will take it is not exactly getting you a great reputation. And what’s even worse is you don’t care, and I’m tired of caring for you and trying to cover up all the mistakes you make. If you think I acted like I didn’t care when you came to me with your last problem, it’s cause I didn’t. You’re bringing it all on yourself and I don’t want to deal with it anymore.
I don’t think you purposely hurt me, but I know for a fact you didn’t care. I hate still seeing you around, I hate remembering all that time we spent together, and I hate how I’ve let you do this to me. You’re really messing up your life with all the drugs you’re getting into, and I’m glad we stopped seeing each other before you started using so heavily again. I can’t even look at you the same anymore; it’s like you’re a completely different, cold-hearted, shallow person.
