be a professional musician

I must go do something useful with my life… meaning be more serious about my music. Been playing the (bass) guitar since I was 15, the past couple of years I’m so scared of performing that I’ve just kept the guitarplaying and singing all to myself. Must get more confidence and then take it to the stage someday. I cannot allow myself to not really go do something with this goal I’ve had for over 10 years… I need a good asskicking, write more songs, feel confident about singing and performing them, and then see where life takes me!