figure out what i want to do

...since for now I know what I want with my life. I’ve got a new job, a new type of job but one I’m very interested in (working for a theater agency), but also with one foot still in the media, as I will keep on booking live-bands for the radioshow I’ve been working for the past two years.
And the people from the radioshow which is my dreamjob have my resume, and they were really impressed by it (and by me, when they met me, so that’s always nice!), so if they would ever call then I know what would be my next step!
But let’s not jump ahead of things: now this new job, this new life, and being happy with what I do!

This goal just sits there at the top of my list, I suppose more of a constant reminder to keep thinking and investigating than anything else. I guess I’m just one of those people who’ll never ever figure out one particular thing I want to do, but is that really so bad? I come from a family where you’re either a teacher, a computer-expert, a whatever, and you are expected to be that person for the rest of your life. Well, I simply don’t work like that! There are too many options in life, and I don’t want to pin down one option to risk losing sight of the others! I like what I do now, but I’m also incredibly ready to move on and do something else. Broaden my horizons, educate myself and learn so much more about life, the world and myself.
No, this is not giving up on this goal, this is admitting I simply will never figure out what I want to do – for the rest of my life that is. And I don’t think that’s bad.