Oh to just let go...
3 years ago
I haven’t danced for fun in years. I’m always too uptight or insecure to just let my body move. Oddly enough, I was a stripper for 5years and danced everynight for hundreds of people, with and without clothes. But I always was parading around as someone else. Not myself. I have never been able to go out and just dance. I feel like I look like a stripper when I dance, or at least thats what people will think. I’m not sure when that started being a bad thing. Any way I guess what it really boils down to is me feeling like I don’t belong or like I stand out in a bad way. Maybe one day I’ll learn that its all in my head and that nobody is really even watching to begin with.
