“today is the first day of the rest of our lives” and this is the first day in being in this network. i strongly believe in the rights of communication, yet continually/constantly i am neglected of such communication. somehow i am caught in the oppression of my communicative rights. for instance, i am currently in this situation where this man has dictated my life (as well as my lover’s) by ratting out to the wife. in which, this same man has proclaimed that he allow his friend (my lover) his own personal decision and not to be involved or “get in the middle” of the situation: this man has lied and betrayed his friend. with this, i am left abandoned and hopeless in silence.
i must find the confidence to emerge out of the silence!
