I think right now this is my biggest issue. I pretend a lot. Make stories up in my head about how I wish my life was I guess. I think a lot about beautiful people I know from beautiful places that I haven’t been in far too many days for them to be occupying so much of my head. I plan trips, I plan what I’m going to do when I’m done with school, I pretend I have friends in my head, and I think too much about the ones I have had in the past.
So where is the now in this? I’m not living in my life, I’m living in my head.
I don’t have very much going on in my life at the moment. I guess I’m just bored. I know – so I need to do things. I honestly don’t know what. I guess what I want to do.. I do need to work on this and just get my life back a little bit.
