I am in the process of searching peace..finding solace in my life,if discussed with other,they suggested me to find peace in God. They also suggested that the way to reach God is only thru performing rituals.Recently I met a person who calimed to be a total devotee and was proud of himself coz he had to be vegatarian and to live a tough life. He has been living his life according to his religious guru’s directions.He obliged me to impart a long speech on does and donts . While speaking he was trembling with excitement. But I noticed when I put some queries as an ignorent of the path,he started showing displeasure.After some times he declared that I can never find any peace coz my mind is full of filth.If I have to find God ,I will have to go into zero place and than I will have to initiate every thing from there. I am so confused..so what if I have read too much and if my mind is full of thoughts..if knowledge is so bad then every book of the world should be banned to read and this race of human being should send to the forest.
