DAILY: Tell everyone how my day was...

persue this goal..so giving it up.

that I was over busy..or I didn’t have any thing to write something on this goal..or I just sat down and did nothing these days…no lame excuses..I just could not add anything to this goal..may be it was all about my laziness..

its cool..I am enjoying my holidays ..I am miles away from my home town..at Bangalore..a place known for its cool static climate..this city is beautiful with 40% greenery and high risen buildings..a paradise for IT secter..For the next few days we will be moving around may be going to the another state.Woo hooo…

Last night after a hectic week I decided to treat myself so we went for this movie..Movie is based on parapsycholgy..A royal family comes in a huge haunted villa ..known for its royal dancer,who had committed suicide for the reason that a lusty king had chopped her lovers head long ago. It is said that they are still hunting for that king’successor for bloody revenge. Lady of the house becomes obsessed and tries to kill his own husband. A para psychiatrist is called and he recited some chants and lady is out of possession state.Happy ending..movie leaves too many question..if we are applying mind :-)..but who cares..we went for the time pass and succeed in our goal.Over all not a bad day.

Yesterday I have come back from my official tour..it was tiring..mentally and physiclly both. All togather a so so trip..not very successful.

On so many dates I have missed my entry..honestly I sat on computer..mused over the subjects..I could not decide anything particular to let you all know about. Normal routine…office has become permanent pain in the neck..I have to leave tomorrow for office job. Its work sometimes haunts me in my dreams. I envy housewives. They don’t have to face this hardship. I wish I have more courage to face these things with smiling face..(Is it possible? )

Hmmm..what to say..could not write entry for another two days..daily diary writing is difficult job..sometimes we think we are repeating same things..this is the story behind every monotonous life..you don’t find thrill or excitement in daily grind.My two days went without any adventure.Yesterday I went office zombie like..seen files,ate lunch came back home and had dinner..(yawn..) and slept (not peacefully). Today repeated the same routine except some horrifying meetings and work afterwords. Probably will go for chinese dinner in the evening.

A sleepy day..it seemed that everybody is walking sleepily,talking in a sleep,in a dazed motion..I wonder it was my reflection of mood or their spirit had gone?I am not hopeful for the evening too..

Hmm ..I again missed my two days entry..It was my fault me Lord..I am guilty. It was due to my laziness which over powered me and there was nothing to tell you except that yesterday was king of holiday..and like a real lazy soul I preffered to remain in my room and spent my day reading a novel.Ate too much potato chips and swore to go on diet next day..(does this next day comes ever ever??) Today I again consumed oily things with lots of chocolate( I can not resist to chocolates and other nice food,they are so yummy). My office is giving me trouble nowadays,so talking about that will bring back all the bitter memories.

I was expecting some admiration from my colleagues after my new hair style..but no one took notice :-( how dreadful..after all I am also a human being,especially a lady desiring some admiration time to time. Then I mentioned my trip to beauty saloon (very childish?) to my friends and then one of my friends suddenly said..OOOO you have a new hair cut..suiting you.he.. he.. he.. Honestly I am telling I loved those moments heartly.
Yes I forgot to mention I have joined my Reiki teacher again,he is not satisfied with my progress in case of anxiety.He says I don’t have to respond the stimulant..because situation,problems and person around me are not going to change..we can not change them but we can change our attitude. Become less panic towards them.I am totally convinced. So I am again on the path of meditation,yogic excercise etc.
Today I found new subscriber,I am so so happy.