They are helping! I have more energy and am starting to look better. I also have the confidence of my new job, which helps!
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I know this is silly, but I think working full time in this new position is going to help me have a sense of self again. I hate being away from home, but it does make me feel good to contribute to mine and my childrens’ lives financially, not just emotionally. They will learn that self-respect because I am showing them!
I worry so much about what’s happening with us, when I should be worring about me. I have such bad ideas of how a wife-husband relationship is supposed to work. I want to be one way, but I know what will happen. I try to be another way and that doesn’t work. It seems that being myself isn’t good enough either. How can that make me feel good?