love again

I’m still having a problem learning how to love again. What is it about being hurt that makes you not want to trust someone at first again? I’ve been hurt 3X back to back, so maybe there’s more hurt to my situation, because evidently I have loved again after being hurt and heartbroken. I really want to find the right person, and so I’m patiently waiting…but I want someone now.

I hope something gives.

It is extremely hard to love again after getting your heart broken 3 times back-to-back. I sometimes feel emotionally void of feelings. I really do want to love again though because love is a beautiful thing and nothing can make you feel like you’re on top of the world more than knowing that you have a confidante who accepts you flaws and all and will do anything for you just to put a smile on your face.

I’m really working on the vibes I give off and how I treat people, but it seems that the trust issue is out the door for me. It’s so hard for me to trust guys and every time a girl walks past in the back of my mind I’m wondering if my boyfriend thinks she’s better than me.

I think that for right now I’m through looking for love. I’m just gonna focus on doing me. Maybe then, love will find me.