bookish in New York City is doing 25 things including…

Become still-minded and think what do I want? What do I REALLY want?

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bookish has written 8 entries about this goal

i didn't exactly do the thinking about what do i really want 1 month ago

but i took a tiny step towards stillmindedness on the train home today – i did some japa of the navakar mantra

(japa is chanting, but not singing)



one downside of not being still-minded is forgetting one's keys. 8 months ago

at work.



so 8 months ago

there is a good chance (bad chance?) that i may get laid off in a couple of months.

for now, it doesn’t do to fret. I’ll know more come mid-May.

it’s good to be/stay still-minded.



I wish 11 months ago

i could get myself to meditate… but mind is so restless!

maybe should go exercise? it would exorcise the monkey from the mind?



decided this morning to attempt meditation 12 months ago

attempt is the key word here…

but one must treat the monkey mind with gentle firmness



i had my long hot shower 12 months ago

i had a nice home-cooked meal

i had my reconciliation with the sis

i had my long drawn out journey via port authority

and yet

stillness eludes me.



this is the hardest thing to do 12 months ago

i think i need a long quiet hot shower.



this one 12 months ago

speaks for itself, doesn’t it?

and yet, being the verbose bookish that i am, am sure i’ll think of something to say about it.

stay tuned (or, better yet, don’t)



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