i can't stop
17 months ago
this is ridiculous. I have to stop doing this. He always comes back but he always leaves again. Does the intensity and persistence of my feeling for him mean that this is eventually going to work out? I feel that the answer is no and yet I make all the sacrifices, I am always the one losing in this one and I cannot forget about him. Maybe someday I will read this and it won’t matter so much to me anymore then. I hope so.
