Become Skinny

i have no idea why
but its like im GAINING weight
and tehres no reason for me to be..
maybe though
im just bloated from my period..
or maybe im really gaining weight
does any one have something i can do to lose weight fast?
keep in mind..
i hate every vegtable except lettuce corn and potato, which potato.. i heard is high in calories but less then 1% of that is in fat..
true?
let me know.

i was thinking last night,
what is this going to do for me..
telling ALL these people how much im failing ..
maybe someone will push me to try harder.
but today i feel like absoloute shit.
b- nothing
l- nothing
d- grilled chicken (80 cal)
s- taco(210 cal)
im such a fucking pig.
someone give me suggestions on what to do .
<3333

i dont know, i wasnt expecting to do this .. but i purged, and its not even like i ate alot, but you know when you drink SO much water, and you just feel bloated, so i needed that to go..
well all day today (wednesday) all i ate was three mints (70 cal) and a sip of m ymoms soup, NOT alot.. but i wasnt hungry with lacrosse.
i felt really dizzy in lacrosse today, and i have two lacrosse games and a bseball game tomorrow.. so i nkow i NEED energy, but i dont want to eat.. im not hungry enough to eat..
i guess ill just have to see how it goes..
today my mom got second and third degree burn all over her boddy from work, so shes on all these hard painkillers.. and i heard if your on them you dont get hungry? i was thinking of just trying..
hmm ill upsdate later.
goodnight<3.
stay strong .<3

im 14..
and from canada.. im 5’7 and weigh 112 pnds.
maybe to SOME people im skinny, to me,
when i look at myself in the mirror im overly over weight..
its as if.. i have a carnival mirror everywhere i go..
its come to the point im scared to touch food.
im afraid to touch it..
yet its all im thinking about.
i need to lose this weight.
help me out .
<3