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Twenty minutes, I’ll be eating pizza with the cross country team. I’m so hungry. I want to eat now.

i guess i should try starting my english essay

College is really getting me down

I have too much going on with guys in college. It sucks. Theres this guy who is the hottest guy I’ve ever known. He has such an effect on me, I can’t even think straight when he’s in the same room. We have a causual thing going on, to keep things short. I like our moments together, but I hate it outside his room. I have no idea what he even thinks of me, and sometimes I think, ‘what if he’s really not attracted to me at all, but just using me, and doesn’t even see me as a person, just a hook up.’ Ugh, he’s going to screw me over worser than Zach did exept he’ll do it in such a nice way I won’t even know it, I know it. But I can’t stop myself, I’m always craving some more of him. Ugh, life.

I just got this message from this guy who I went on one date with, it was the worst date ever. and then tried to get me drunk and make some moves on me, then told me he loved me. And we really didn’t talk until that one night, then tries to facebook me. his facebook request was denied. and he sent me this message saying “hey buddy? Are we still friends?” What the fuck?

but I’m back. And I’m now in college! Yay! It’s pretty much amazing!

Yes! It’s such a relief that its all over. Now I feel I can breathe again.

and I was victorious! But the real victory will be years from now when he is 100 times uglier and im 100 times hotter, and he is all miserable and I’m on top of the world. I believe that will happen naturally itself

I am telling that guy that I don’t take his shit, and he is going down!

I have three days to get it all cleaned up. Also, a couple of days ago my ex told me he wants me back. I would take him back, but I know that if I did it would never be the same, so I guess I’ll have to just politely reject him. Why me?