Let my soulmate find me. And focus on having a great life on my own in the meantime.

At first I wasn’t exactly thrilled to be back in Canada, but now I’m having a great time and I seem to be attracting like-minded people towards me. Last time I actively pursued someone a little too quickly. Now I’m just going to relax and see what happens

Again, I need to shift my focus away from romantic possibilities and simply focus on having a great life on my own. I forgot that for a little while and lost my center. Now I’m getting back on track.

This has been going well. I’ve focused on the things that are important to me and I’ve noticed a change. Now I just need to keep focusing on those things, because at the moment I’m thinking about ‘my soulmate’ way too much. I can’t get my hopes up. I’ve been let down too many times.

There is a certain someone who I have liked for awhile. It’s not going to happen, and while at times I feel like I’m over it, it’s hard to completely let go.
Today I realized something about the situation. It’s not so much the loss of ‘him’ that bothers me – it’s the loss of where I could be if I was with him. I don’t know if that makes sense so I’ll try to explain. I feel like I’m on a journey right now. I’m figuring things out for myself – things that I’ve been needing to figure out for a long time. A lot of it relates to my spirituality, but there’s more to it as well. With him, I was able to have in-depth conversations about these issues. I have never met anyone else who sees things in the same way as I do and it felt so good to be able to connect with someone in that way. More than anything, more than a ‘relationship’, it’s those conversations that I want.
But the fact is, I don’t need anyone else to help get me where I want to go. I can get there completely fine all by myself. It helps to have someone there by my side, but it’s not a necessity.
For now, I’ll focus on getting where I want to go. Hopefully I’ll attract like-minded people along the way.