Avoiding people
8 months ago
I’ve never been incredibly social. I always have friends, I prefer quality over quantity.
Right now I’m living in a foreign country and the smallness of the foreigner community scares me a bit. I go out, but I tend to avoid large social gatherings because I fear the awkwardness of it. You see the same people over and over again. And Everyone knows everything about everyone. I don’t like it, so I find myself hiding instead.
But I need to get over that fear and start getting out more. Avoiding large social gatherings isn’t doing me any good. I have friends, but when they’re busy I feel incredibly isolated… So I am going to try to work on this a bit more.
