wake up earlier

i can’t seem to wake up earlier no matter what time i go to bed. it makes me feel like crap. i hate rushing to work and not being completely ready. it ruins my morning, every morning

Am I the only one who feels like shit no matter how much sleep I get?
I don’t know, maybe I should see a doctor or something.

why is this so freaking hard to do? I’m so pissed off. I don’t know if I should change my schedule to 8 or not. Right now I am supposed to be at work at 7:30. I feel like this is a bigger problem though and that even if I changed my sched. to 8 I would still sleep past the time I need to get up.

i actually made it to the meeting on time. and i didn’t have to stay up all night, i actually got up on time. the meeting sucked though. total waste of time.

is my picture in the little section of “people doing this” in practically all my goals. that’s awkward.

ok so i suck at this. i’ve been a few minutes late to work pretty much every day as far back as i can remember. i hate it. i want to be on time. i NEED to be on time. especially tomorrow. we have a meeting at 7:30 am. Not only do i need to be on time. but i need to be READY. completely and totally ready. i dont think i can do it though. this might be one of those days where i need to stay up all night.

still running out the door with hot rollers in my hair, still doing my make-up in the car, still being 5 minutes late every day, still hating it.
what the hell is wrong with me???
it can’t be that hard can it?

do i suck so bad at this? ugh. it sucks. i hate it. i hate being rushed in the morning. i hate making it to work just in the nick of time. most of all i hate not being able to go to sleep when my head hits the pillow. last night was awful…i got in bed at 9 watched a little tv and turned everything off around 10…i tossed and turned until for several hours…the last time i looked at my alarm clock was around 1. my bed’s uncomfortable, my room is hot. i’ve thought about taking sleeping pills before but alot of people have spoke negatively of them…saying they are addictive or something. idk. i dont think i care anymore i just wanna go to sleep.

still sucking at this. im getting out the door a little earlier, which is good…but i still have hot rollers in my hair and no make up on. i really want to accomplish this goal but i guess i dont want it bad enough or i would be doing it already. it would just be nice.

what’s wrong with me????

i’ll try again tomorrow…

I feel like SUCH a bum. Not only did I not wake up at 5:00 to go jogging but I slept in until 6:40.
So yet another day of me flying out the door with hot rollers in my hair and speeding down I-35 whilst trying to put on make-up. Ugh! Ok Dr. Phil says that there is always some sort of pay-off for our behavior otherwise we wouldn’t do it. For some people who are habitually late to everything it’s a sub-conscious attention thing…and some other things but anyway that’s not me. I’m usually VERY punctual… so I’m not sure what my pay-off is for this bad habit.
Maybe I’m trying to do too much. I am still exercising at night so I can accept the fact that for the time-being, I am not one of those 5am joggers. If I could just at the very least be ready to walk out the door on time, I would be a very happy lady.
Ok well I said this yesterday but…I’ll keep trying!