I’m dreading sunday.I wish you were here,i can’t believe it’s been two years since i last saw you.I miss you more than anything.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
brokenheart88 has written 8 entries about this goal
Gran What do i need to do for someone to love me the way you do? I’m trying soooo hard at everything and still my family all hate me.I need you….. xx
I’ve been thinking about you alot recently.I can’t get you out of my head.Everyone thinks i’m doing great and i’m not.Everyone expects me to be doing great and i’ve just being agreeing and going along with what they think.I miss you so much but by the way things are going i think i will be with you soon xx love you xxxx
Gran i feel so sad today,totally heartbroken.I’m so lonely in this world without you.I love you so much.You would have been 73 years old tomorrow.You loved your birthday.I love you so much and the pain is getting unbearable.I miss you more than words can say.I feel so empty i died with you.I want to be with you more than anything.I can’t explain how much i hurt,i need you.I need you back here with me.I can’t do this alone.No one has loved me like you did,i’ve got no one now.No one can be anything compared to you.It feels like you died a long time ago then it feels like yesterday.It’s coming up for 2 years. I’ve not been truly happy since you left .Gran please come back for me,take me with you i don’t want to be here anymore without you Please i’m begging you….....
ILOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXX
Just thought i would leave you a message again.I decorated my bedroom myself(wallpaper too) and it’s lovely.My house is looking really good now.I will be going to your grave soon,not been in a while.Hope you are still watching over me,i love and miss you gran xxxxxxxx
God saw you getting tired,
A cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you,
and whispered come to me,
A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands at rest,
god broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.
Gran i’m praying in my heart that you read this from heaven.
The pain i feel is unbearable,i miss you more than words can describe.I’m so sorry i wasn’t there for you when you died,if i hadn’t been in hospital i might have been there and maybe you would still be here.I think about you constantly.I try to talk to you sometimes but i don’t know if you are there.You were the ONLY one in the world who i could tell anything and now your gone i feel empty.I see it like me and you were an apple.When one half of the apple is eaten the other half rots and die too.Thats what i feel is happening to me.I used to cry 24/7 for about the first 8 months after you died.I would lie at night just staring at the stars and i would pick the brightest one in the sky and i knew it was you.When you died i was in hospital for a year.I couldn’t bear it.Other people managed to cope but i never i fell apart.I wish i had been there for you.When i saw you after you had died in the parlour you were lovely and i knew you were at peace but i couldn’t believe you were gone.I know you will be with my grandpa who you loved so much. I hope and pray that when you died you didn’t suffer.I know you cut your face off the glass when you had the stroke and i just hope when you fell you were gone before the glass hit you.When i was told i thought they were lying i seen you the day before and you were out in the town shopping.Jack and linsey still remember you and they always will i won’t let them forget you.I go to your grave as often as i can.I hope you liked the red roses i got you!i’m going to get you an angel, a special one to sit in the stones.Well i’m off just now because i’m going to bed soon,don’t ever forget i LOVE YOU with all my heart and soul i will talk to you again soon,lots of love clare xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
