having now had various opportunities with three different guys, all of whom were a) exceedingly attractive and/or b) begging me and/or c) passionately loved by me (or any combination thereof), and having turned all three of them down and have subsequently lost all chance at any further friendship with any of them…
pretty sure i’m even more certain than ever that abstinence is something i want in my life. i thought i’d be tempted, and i have been, and honestly, i did not find the prospect all that pleasurable.
still waiting for the right guy and the ring.
