meet the man of my dreams

I’m gonna call this one done. He is amazing and every moment I spend with him is better than the last. He is everything I’ve ever dreamed of and more. I am the luckiest girl in the world.

The more time I spend with him, the more I’m sure he’s the one. Even if it takes us forever to get there. I’m willing to wait, because he is just so wonderful. He’s always so sweet and understanding. If he thinks I’m upset, he does his best to make me happy. He knows he doesn’t have to, but he does it anyway. I don’t think I’ve met a man quite like him. There are days when I think I really don’t deserve to be with someone like him.

He’s so hesitant. His ex really hurt him and I think he’s having trouble trusting someone else. Some days it makes me wonder if it will ever happen between us. But he’s still here. I’ve given him every opportunity to walk away, but he won’t do it. So it gives me hope. I guess I just need to learn to have more patience. He is so sweet and he treats me so good. In the end, I think it will be worth the wait.

Even my friends think so. They really like him and they love how he treats me. I hope they’re right because I really do like him.

The more time I spend with him, the more I think “this is the guy”. But he isn’t ready to move forward in anyway. I’m not sure what to do. I don’t want to rush him, because I don’t to screw it all up. But am I being too patient? I don’t even know. Five months seems like a long time. I just want him to at least say we’re exclusive. (ok, technically, we are. I know he’s not seeing anyone else. But he can’t say it. WTH?)It’s been so long since I’ve even dated that I don’t know what’s wrong and what’s right anymore. I hate this crap!

I think I did. But how do you tell someone that when you know they aren’t ready? I’ve been seeing this guy for 4 months, but I know he’s not ready to get serious. I get it. He was burned pretty badly by his ex. But at the same time, I can’t help how I feel. He is so sweet and fun. He makes me feel good about myself, which is pretty hard to do lately. I am the kind of person that takes a long time to get to know people. I’m shy and I don’t trust easily. But we clicked from the first day. I know that I am falling for him. I’m just worried that he won’t feel the same way. Why does everything in life have to be so complicated?