kiss Claudia

I give up

I finally decided to let her know how I feel…

Let’s see what happens. :S

Saying something about the half world apart?

Well, I’m not half world apart… but I’ve never been furthest.
And I still think of her.
The smell of her hair and the way she smiles. The way her hands look so soft and gentle. Damn…
And then I feel so stupid for not telling her how i felt, and feel, for her. :(

But… I need to be honest to me and her and I’ll try to talk to her about it. I might get the answer I deserve… but you never know.

She’s gone to her old boyfriend and I’m in another country. Maybe I was stupid, maybe she didn’t liked me to begin with.

Time to forget and move.

Forget it… :(

She’s gone back to her old boyfriend. And I’m kinda glad about it. She deserves happiness!

True, she lives far… well, it’s relative… absolutely speaking it’s about 300 km. But we could be half a world apart. :\

Been with her yesterday and… well, I’m shy! And so is she! Do you know when you want to speak but the words just won’t come out? Yeap, a whole afternoon of that feeling! :(

Damn!! :(