I think I’m done with this – no great revalation, just reaafirmation that I’m overstressed, have no time for myself, and that affects my relationship on many levels i can’t begin to understand at a conscious level.
Plus the hormonal imbalance from nursing. I guess I do need to start the weaning process and find help with getting time for myself. Not sure how to do that….. but need to make an effort.
Doctor ran me through a lot of questions.
A few pieces of good advice including the one which seems to be one everyone’s lips, and which I dread – wean the baby.
Also going to talk to a counselor next week to discuss possible mental aspects. Heavy discussions: always so successful when a 16-month old is in the room.
Have a phone appointment scheduled next Monday at 1:30.
Sent an email to my doctor asking if I should see her or a specialist….
Out of office until June. But at least I made initial contact.