Still working on this one. I think Im lacking the support. I work on Sundays and I ask for it off but they still schedule me. Maybe I shoudl just start calling in? I need to find a good church. I dont have family here and I feel alone. A church family can be just as good : )
I think sometimes I get so discouraged that I feel like i should just give up… that Im never going to get there because i am so weak. I dont know…. I keep trying to pray, but I feel like Im not getting anywhere. I know that any difference made has to start with me….
I just need to stop making excuses and start changing my life….

