I used to be a girl with a normal weight…before I decided that I am not skiny enough :(
So I started eating apples and drinking tea for 20, then 30, finally for 40 days, without consuming anything else except for water. Hm, I guess that’s why my mother used to call me anorexic. However, I never thought I looked pretty, nor skiny enough, so I kept on with the diets.
But at one point I got tired of them, so I went exactly on the other extreme – eating a lot without knowing when to stop….Well, right now I am still fighting with this stupid “disease” or whatever people call it, and I am NEVER satisfied with how I look, but I try and pretend I am normal, with a normal life and normal eating habits (although none of this is true :) )..I hope I will recover one day, eventually…..But sometimes it’s so fuckin’ hard!! Damn :)
