survive. simply survive the year.

is both promising and disappointing. promising because i was able to get a potential project. disappointing because i flunked a major exam. hopefully, after giving myself this day to “grieve”, i will be able to emerge a stronger and wiser person. and hopefully, i will be able to say at the end of this year that “yeah, i survived!”. :)

and i’m still in the office. it was my decision to stay but i’m getting kinda sleepy… :(

the only thing that’s keeping me awake is writing since i have no coffee to give me my much-needed caffeine boost.

so far, i’m doing ok. screwed up a bit on one of my “survival plans” but hopefully with hard work, and prayers, i will be able to fix it. hopefully.

i received good news from my brother yesterday, which made me think that, hey, perhaps this year won’t be too bad. perhaps i’ll be able to survive it…but then again it’s still too early to tell.

true enough, my other brother gave me bad news—he’s sick. i hope it’s nothing serious. that news kinda clouded the good news that i received earlier on that day. i hope he’ll be okay.

though there are bad news just as there are good news, i hope this year will end with me being a happy survivor.

after i thought i’ve been through the worst year in my life (senior year in college—don’t wanna remember), this year enters into my life with a challenge that’s bigger than i’ve ever faced before.

i hope i can survive this year.