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Looking back on a log from last week:

Prize-winning novelist William Styron just died at the age of eighty-one. He is the author of Sophie’s Choice, and a work on Nat Turner I did not know about until NPR reported on his death early this pre-dawn inky blackness.

Am up here, oh, NPR just went on air. Let me turn it on.

Big non-issue of the day: John Kerry’s remark to college students, which was true anyway. And not insulting to the troops, to me anyway.

Rick Santorum and President Bush have made much graver mistakes. But they will quibble with details, in their search to seem holier than everyone else, more patriotic.

I woke up early, and worked on revising a couple of poems, “Aspirations” and “Poetry Dot Con.” I am always grateful for your comments, even the more caustic ones. So have at it, people.

What is going on in Oaxaca? American media, please do your duty, and tell us the truth.

I’m going back to bed. Peace out, peace in.



Earth log 00:06 Wednes 1 November 2006

இயல்வது கரவேல்

Never stop learning

—the Tamil poet of the Auvaiyar, Athichoodi

I’ve been sleeping a lot. Letting the toxins of alcohol and nicotine slowly leave my body and mind.

Am working on submissions to a couple of journals, Blue Collar Review, and Bread of Life. Yes, they are very different kinds of publications, are they not?

Time for me to sleep. I’ll catch you up in the morning. I hear a little hound dog barking sad and lonely in the cold All Saint’s Day night, tied up there by the porch of the rotting Edwardian house on the corner.

Earthlog 12:34 Odin’s Day, All Saints’ Day, 1November2006

Am working on submissions to some journals, magazines. This is the more tedious part of being a poet, revising and perfecting to that to the editor & publisher, it will be “just right.” I use the Poet’s Market, which has good guidelines, advice for this. Have also got a writer’s manual of style (won’t mention the publisher’s name. Why? Are they paying me to advertise?)

Wish me the best, of blessings or luck, however you call it.

Just the other day I got to reading a New Yorker, July 10 & 17, that I’m not YET finished with, and look, it’s almost All Saints’ Day. Anyway, I took note again of a lovely poem titled “Anniversary,” by Mary Stewart Hammond, on p. 54. MSH has her own web page, so here, I won’t steal her art. You can go read it on her official site:

marystewarthammond.com/

I’ve become acquainted with the poetry of Denise Duhamel. I might say I’m in love, but I know how easily I become infatuated. She is stunning, not only in verse but in person.

www.poets.org/poet.php/prmPID/33

Poetry links:

www.poemhunter.com/i/ebooks/pdf/nick_carbo_2004_9.pdf

www.mundoalterno.com/decimas/colaboracion/miguel_ildefonso/poesia_chicana.htm

www.powersource.com/gallery/marijo/

www.atypical.net/poems/

Did you know there is a Tex=Mex poetry?

www.musicomh.com/albums4/tish-hinojosa_0805.htm



Earthlog timedate 0336-24September2006. Transferred from author's page at "allpoetry"

After our dinner at the greasy spoon, we walked back, one of us pushing the stroller, Annie Franck on her push-scooter. Annie-Franck had trouble keeping up. She was pretty frustrated after her mama bade her push it along on the grass. “It hits against my ankles!” I picked up the scooter and carried it a ways.
Later, after calming her down, I adjusted the height. We decided we would study grasses. Today’s lesson was on digitaria and cynodon varieties, how to identify them, how to combat them if we so choose. One thing I’m loathe to do is use any herbicides.

Today’s Japanese word is sakana, meaning “fish.”

I think we’ll watch “Howl’s Castle” in Japanese now, while Mama naps. Maybe later we’ll walk again, picking up cans and looking for grass specimens. I may be more about grama then ever before.

Earthlog timedate 022821September2006. Autumnal equinox. Thor’s day.

Just been back from the zoo, a dozen hours or so ago. Amazing place, Jacksonville’s Zoological Gardens.

I recall the way the fruit bats grumbled at each other if two went at the same time toward a bowl of fruit.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bonobo

www.williamcalvin.com/teaching/bonobo.htm

Japanese word for the day is sentakuki, which means “washing machine.”

22:58-15September2006

Almost quarter to twenty-three hundred on a Friday night, this fifteenth of September. This last week has been barren for me, artistically. Depression, or melancholia, as I prefer to call the crippling sadness had me in its clutches. Melancholia fills me with worries that paralyzes my mind, freezes my tongue, cleaves my mind again and again so that I am not one in my purpose but scatterbrained. Melancholia teams with devil drink, who seems to enhance the way I think, but muddles up my mind so blind, so blind I find myself again in bind.

But now is Friday night, Freya tag’s forgiving darkness, ushering the way into the hall of the Sabbath, to the promise, the reward, deserved or not, that the Father G-d won for us in his great labours those first six days of the week. Excuse me a moment, while I turn up the radio. Masani is hosting her weekly jazz program from Atlanta, wafting the light eternal tripping tunes over the pine woods and farms of Georgia to our coastal lowlands. Hear comes a Cuban salsa on piano… Listen if you can, listen to my mind waves:

A few hours later, the jazz is still playing out of the Bose radio in the corner to the right of me, the horns wailing, moaning, the bass guitar marking an upbeat rhythm, and my half a pink grapefruit is waiting on a white saucer, stainless steel spoon in accompaniment to the still life just left of my left wrist.

Oh, my two bits of wisdom for the dawn: never be afraid to let your light shine, and… oh, what WAS that second one? I wrote it on the back of that little church donations envelope I have not yet used: ah, ah! Here it is… I meant to write to you all some advice on “how to stay alive while you’re getting your poetry together, sending it off to be published, and sustaining your effort.”

The two tie in quite nicely, I think now. Certainly, if you’re convinced you do have a light to shine, and you ought to let it shine, then you probably will have more staying power for the second objective, “staying alive” while becoming a poet.

I’m writing this to you, you may notice above, as a forty-five year young man, i.e. two score and five years of life on this planet. Assuming I didn’t just wake up yesterday, I’ve been managing life, maybe not “successfully” in New York Book Review terms, or according to the GQ and Esquire crowd, or even by the Mother Jones set. But hey, success to one person may not mean a whit to another. What was it Faulkner said? I think it’s something to the effect of his idea of success “having a pint of good whiskey in one pocket, and a good book in the other;” forgive me if I don’t do justice by this paraphrasing.

Now, if you’ll forgive me another interruption, I’m off to get another fix of something, I think some very strong java. (My wife finished off the last of that cheap cabernet). Aloha! (Earth trek log 06:07_16September2006).



Earthlog timedate 0857-25Sept2006

Going to the dentist within the hour. Kids not yet dressed. We just had brekkie. Listening to a radio article on Dimitri Shostokovich.

I must get my poems mailed to Morton Marr today. Also, want to work on some haiku. Will have to go to library to work so wife can use the house computer.

Am drinking bush tea. My wife just proposed not buying any more coffee for the house. I’ll probably still buy a cup or two outside.

Francis Poulenc will peform on PT.

NIE has confirmed we have more of a terrorist threat now than at the time of the 9-11 attacks. Mary Louise Kelly reported from Washington. But administration officials defended theirselves saying they have been saying this too. Soooh…. what should we do now, Karl Rove? David Addington? Just keep on pouring money and troops into Iraq?

Earthlog timedate 0336-24September2006.

After our dinner at the greasy spoon, we walked back, one of us pushing the stroller, Annie Franck on her push-scooter. Annie-Franck had trouble keeping up. She was pretty frustrated after her mama bade her push it along on the grass. “It hits against my ankles!” I picked up the scooter and carried it a ways.
Later, after calming her down, I adjusted the height. We decided we would study grasses. Today’s lesson was on digitaria and cynodon varieties, how to identify them, how to combat them if we so choose. One thing I’m loathe to do is use any herbicides.

Today’s Japanese word is sakana, meaning “fish.”

I think we’ll watch “Howl’s Castle” in Japanese now, while Mama naps. Maybe later we’ll walk again, picking up cans and looking for grass specimens. I may be more about grama then ever before.

Earthlog timedate 022821September2006. Autumnal equinox. Thor’s day.

Just been back from the zoo, a dozen hours or so ago. Amazing place, Jacksonville’s Zoological Gardens.

I recall the way the fruit bats grumbled at each other if two went at the same time toward a bowl of fruit.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bonobo

www.williamcalvin.com/teaching/bonobo.htm

Japanese word for the day is sentakuki, which means “washing machine.”

22:58-15September2006

Almost quarter to twenty-three hundred on a Friday night, this fifteenth of September. This last week has been barren for me, artistically. Depression, or melancholia, as I prefer to call the crippling sadness had me in its clutches. Melancholia fills me with worries that paralyzes my mind, freezes my tongue, cleaves my mind again and again so that I am not one in my purpose but scatterbrained. Melancholia teams with devil drink, who seems to enhance the way I think, but muddles up my mind so blind, so blind I find myself again in bind.

But now is Friday night, Freya tag’s forgiving darkness, ushering the way into the hall of the Sabbath, to the promise, the reward, deserved or not, that the Father G-d won for us in his great labours those first six days of the week. Excuse me a moment, while I turn up the radio. Masani is hosting her weekly jazz program from Atlanta, wafting the light eternal tripping tunes over the pine woods and farms of Georgia to our coastal lowlands. Hear comes a Cuban salsa on piano… Listen if you can, listen to my mind waves:

A few hours later, the jazz is still playing out of the Bose radio in the corner to the right of me, the horns wailing, moaning, the bass guitar marking an upbeat rhythm, and my half a pink grapefruit is waiting on a white saucer, stainless steel spoon in accompaniment to the still life just left of my left wrist.

Oh, my two bits of wisdom for the dawn: never be afraid to let your light shine, and… oh, what WAS that second one? I wrote it on the back of that little church donations envelope I have not yet used: ah, ah! Here it is… I meant to write to you all some advice on “how to stay alive while you’re getting your poetry together, sending it off to be published, and sustaining your effort.”

The two tie in quite nicely, I think now. Certainly, if you’re convinced you do have a light to shine, and you ought to let it shine, then you probably will have more staying power for the second objective, “staying alive” while becoming a poet.

I’m writing this to you, you may notice above, as a forty-five year young man, i.e. two score and five years of life on this planet. Assuming I didn’t just wake up yesterday, I’ve been managing life, maybe not “successfully” in New York Book Review terms, or according to the GQ and Esquire crowd, or even by the Mother Jones set. But hey, success to one person may not mean a whit to another. What was it Faulkner said? I think it’s something to the effect of his idea of success “having a pint of good whiskey in one pocket, and a good book in the other;” forgive me if I don’t do justice by this paraphrasing.

Now, if you’ll forgive me another interruption, I’m off to get another fix of something, I think some very strong java. (My wife finished off the last of that cheap cabernet). Aloha! (Earth trek log 06:07_16September2006).

இயல்வது கரவேல் Never stop learning

—the Tamil poet of the Auvaiyar, Athichoodi

Learn Cherokee

Our first featured Cherokee (Tsalagi) letter for the day:

D a, pronounced “ah;”

R eh;

T i, prnounced “ee” So far, the memnonic is DRT or Dirt. a, eh, ee, the first three vowels.

Let’s do the other two vowels:

The next are a little harder, they sound oh, ooh, uh. But I can’t easily draw them. “oh” looks like a little lobster. “ooh” looks like a capital O with a nose on the right side, sort of turning his nose up at I don’t know what. “uh” is easy, it looks like an “i.” Exactly. Just an “i.” Only in Tsalagi we pronounce it “uh,” kind of like a primitive sound, a grunt. To see what the little lobster “oh” vowel and the “ooh” little round O face with the upturned nose, click the link below:

www.sequoyahmuseum.org/CherokeeSyllabary.html

Now, here is one of the latest gems I’ve uncoverd, a poem by Abelardo Delgado (1931)

EL INMIGRANTE

golondrinas cortando betabel,
americanos de papel,
este Mexico-Americano
o nomás mejicano
que migra con to y familia
a los campos de colorado,
illinois, califa, y michigan
se me hace que no es más que puro gitano.
salmones en el desaije
con un ojo a las colonias
a las cuales muy pronto volverán,
no les voy
a decir porqué lo hacen
porque la verdad ni ellos saben,
quizá el cariño a la tierra
mamado de una chichi prieta,
quizá el corazón libre
que diacta la jornada,
aunque el carro esté muy viejo
y la gasolina cara.
turistas sin un centavo
de vacaciones en nebraska,
aun alabama
es un descanso de tejas.
bumerangas que la mano de dios
por este mundo tiró,
gente buena,
gente honesta,
gente víctima de su necesidad de migrar,
la lechuga o la justicia es lo que van a sembrar.

I’m going to translate it, maybe starting tomorrow. I’d like to get in touch with the poet if he is still alive, and get permission to publish his poem and translation. If any of you know more about him, please tell me, or better yet help me get in touch with him.

Poetry links:

www.poemhunter.com/i/ebooks/pdf/nick_carbo_2004_9.pdf

www.mundoalterno.com/decimas/colaboracion/miguel_ildefonso/poesia_chicana.htm

www.powersource.com/gallery/marijo/

www.atypical.net/poems/

Did you know there is a Tex=Mex poetry?

www.musicomh.com/albums4/tish-hinojosa_0805.htm



It was Tuesday feeling like a Monday again, but now it's Friday feeling like Sunday.

Oh, I must have lost some of that entry. So now it’s three days later, almost. Short week it has been… after a four day weekend. How was yours?

Oh, you might say you live outside the US, or didn’t have a four day weekend. So how is your day going?

A cardinal is singing outside my front door. Let me see if I can spot it.

No sign of him. Some Isaac Albeniz plays on the piano via my radio. It’s hot outside.

Today I’m starting my life over again. You ever done that? Well, I’m doing it, and it’s not for the first time. I’m going to look for work.

I’m a neighbourhood activist, working against drugs, crime, poverty. I’m also a father and husband. We’re home-schooling our children.

En 1848, por el Tratado de Guadalupe-Hidalgo, México cede sus territorios (California, Nevada, Utah, Colorado y Nuevo México) a los Estados Unidos. Los 75,000 mexicanos que no se movieron de sus territorios pasaron a conformar la “minoría étnica”. Con el tiempo esa minoría fue creciendo hasta llegar a los treinta millones de personas de “origen mexicano” que viven hoy en el Aztlán ( mítico suroeste) y en todo el territorio “americano”.

Miguel Ildefonso

http://www.mundoalterno.com/decimas/colaboracion/miguel_ildefonso/poesia_chicana.htm



Last two entries, which I need to write into my book.

cafegroundzero

I started out this evening on the terminal, istening to symphony music at UGA, hosted by Gerald DuBos, Chacon by Vitale, on GPB classical music radio on Sunday evening 3rd September 2006.

Took a break to eat a brown cow with my wife. What is a brown cow? The orthodox recipe would be vanilla ice cream in root bear float. Our preference is vanilla in cold coffee, with a touch of whip cream & cinnnamon.

Having read some of the review of Nadezhda Mandelstam’s Hope Against Hope: A memoir, written by Francine Prose, published in Harper’s June of this year. I’m chewing betel nut in mitha pan leaves. Nice and easy stimulant, quite different from the toxic tang of chewing tobacco or snuff.

Hope you’re enjoying your “Labor Day” weekend. Pray for a raise in the minimum wage, and better working conditions throughout the world. Amen.

Any poets or poetry lovers out there like to play backgammon or chess? I’ll play you via Yahoo Games. Disclaimer: I’m no chess master. Just a patzer.

I leave you with the original of a poem, The Unfaithful Wife, by Federico Garcia Lorca:

La Casada Infiel
creyendo que era mozuela,
pero tenía marido.
Fue la noche de Santiago
y casi por compromiso.
Se apagaron los faroles
y se encendieron los grillos.
En las últimas esquinas
toqué sus pechos dormidos,
y se me abrieron de pronto
como ramos de jacintos..
El almidón de su enagua
me sonaba en el oído,
como una pieza de seda
rasgada por diez cuchillos.
Sin luz de plata en sus copas
los árboles han crecido,
y un horizonte de perros
ladra muy lejos del río.

Y que yo me la llevé al río

Pasadas la zarzamoras,
los juncos y los espinos,
bajo su mata de pelo
hice un hoyo sobre el limo.
Yo me quité la corbata.
Ella se quitó el vestido.
Yo el cinturón de revólver.
Ella sus cuatro corpiños.
Ni nardos ni caracolas
tienen el cutis tan fino,
ni los critales con luna
relumbran con ese brillo.
Sus muslos se me escapaban
como peces sorprendidos,
la mitad llenos de lumbre,
la mitad llenos de frío.
Aquella noche corrí
el mejor de los caminos,
montado en potra de nácar
sin bridas y sin estribos.
No quiero decir, por hombre,
las cosas que ella me dijo.
La luz del entendimiento
me hace ser muy comedido.
Sucia de besos y arena
yo me la llevé al río.
Con el aire se batían
las espadas de los lirios.

Me porté como quien soy.
Como un gitano legítimo.
La regalé un costurero
grande de raso pajizo,
y no quise enamorarme
porque teniendo marido
me dijo que era mozuela
cuando la llevaba al río.

Federico García Lorca
www.poemhunter.com/p/m/poem.asp?poem=0&poet=6623&num=13

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Fourth September, 2006

Let’s see if I can offer you a haiku, on the fly:

Through the window, see?
Squirrels frolic on oak trees.
Frisky brown motion.

I would like to acknowledge Red Neck Poet for sponsoring my membership for a spell. I have other acknowledgements to make, so if you think I owe you, then let me know and I’ll render the appropriate thanks.

I’m doing better today, and hopefully this week. I gave myself a break,specially as there were some unforeseen difficulties in the way of my son and wife falling sick. He’s well, and she’s on the mend. And life goes on. Your prayers are welcome, I need all the prayer and blessings that my sisters and brothers and fellow sentient beings can give. And may the Holy Name watch and bless us all!

There are many poetry sites, some which of course, are better than others. Here are some good sites:

http://writersalmanac.publicradio.org/

http://www.poems.com/today.htm

http://www.tgaps.net/GreatAmericanPoetrySample.pdf

http://www.herencia.com/cgi-bin/links.cgi?SearchCategory=Hispanic%20Poetry

http://www.gaypoetry.com/

Here are some which show some promise. I’ll wait and see:

http://home.att.net/~geronimoreview/hispanic.html

http://academic.reed.edu/english/Courses/English213/Chicano.html

http://allpoetry.com/Contest/2162157

3 Sept 2006

Going to eat a brown cow with my wife.

What is a brown cow?

The orthodox recipe would be vanilla ice cream in root bear float.

Our preference is vanilla in cold coffee, with a touch of whip cream & cinnnamon.



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