Find peace with myself

I can’t say as I’ve finished this but I do feel like I’ve made a whooole lot of progress. I’ve grown a lot since the last time I put an update here. And grown up a lot. I’ve also learned how to be happy a little more often. Not necessarily giddy-happy but more the calm accepting sort of internal happiness. Almost peace.

There’s still a lot of work to be done. Isn’t there always? But my internal state has improved so much it’s not even funny.

I feel that I have made a lot of progress in the couple of months since I decided that this was a serious goal for me. I feel much more…. functional. I am learning not to panic over small things and working on not panicking on larger things.