list the good things I attracted each day

I got ANOTHER cool pair of glasses, my computer is fixed for $200, my car was broke but got fixed by GOD – who didn’t charge me- I’ve been sober for 4 freakin’ days and I feel pretty good, I have a new web-design program on my computer at work so maybe I can play with THAT and get more $ with a Status change at WashU. Yeah, wishful thinkin’! BUt still…

this week i attracted heat and defrosting for my car, a drawing class to apply for, the will to not eat my weight in everything that exists. Also, a super COOL pair of glasses! I’m feeling good about my money.

So I’m all anxiety ridden and crap this morning, willing myself slowly to climb out of the darkness and see that I am powerful and that life is good, and some kid yells “HI!” at me with this INSANE smile and her mother is smiling at me too and I Laugh and yell “HELLO” back and the girl is all beside herself that I said hi back and she’s bouncing around and laughing and looking up at her mother as if to say “I GOT HER TO ANSWER ME!!!!!” I’m pretty sure that was god telling me I was on the right track. And then, of course, the sun came out from behind me and glinted off of the metrolink shed and I knew that I was right.

I weigh 139lbs today. one lb lost.
I have 8,000 in the bank.
I made a KILLER budget yesterday.
I have a cute dress on.
I get to see my folks today
I get an Israeli flag
I get to see MElisende
I get to see other friends at Zumba!

This great job
re-discovery of old podcasts on tapping that are just GREAT
a beautiful sunny day
energy
a car that works
a cleaner office
a plan for pole practice AND seeing my mom.

Free food
a warm perfect sunny day
a nice boss
a second interview
a nice shirt
a positive outlook

a good morning
sobriety
cereal
a nice boss!
time to play at work
a lb lost on the scale

I am regaining my strength in pole class
My boss and I connected on a humorous level
My man and I connected on a loving and humorous level
I have a visitor to my house tomorrow
I have good booze in me.

though my world has broke, my repairs are in order.
I got a doctor’s excuse
I found a car doctor
I paid bills
I found checks in the mail????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My boss knows why I can’t order supplies
I’m caught up at work
I just took some aspirin
I found a new self help person to listen to…those Abe Hicks people are makin’ me yak.

1. My realtor FINALLY called me to tell me that the house deal was proceeding. the seller was going to pay for the sewer line.
2. I had a great visit (as usual!) with my mom and dad.
3.Work went smooth…I got a lot done…I feel happy.
4. My boyfriend acted all vortexy and poured some booze in celebration of proceeding on a house that he’s not really all that enthused about. But at least he’s not trying to make me suffer!