care less about what others think of me

Today I went down to go jet skiing with my husband, my sister in law,her bf and his mom. His mom (sister in law’s bf mom)is REALLY mean and judgemental I heard. On the way there I started to get a bit nervous but I prayed about it and put it in God’s hands. God says I’m awesome and I’m here for a reason, so why would I let ANYONE else tell me otherwise and believe it. Who are they? So I just did me,I was myself and was way better at not caring if anyone liked it or not. I thought about what kind of impression I may have made for a few seconds. And then I said who cares! So I’m getting better at this:) I still gotta work on some things. Like when I go out in crowds etc. But hey at least I’m not where I was:)

I think I’m almost done with this. I don’t really think about what people think anymore at all. For like the past few months.

I remember back in the day I used to wear dresses over jeans, wear two braids in my hair without fear it’ll look dumb and immature etc etc. Point is I would do whatever made me happy and not give a rats you know what about what anyone thought about it. I’d like to get that feeling back. I’d like to not feel kinda nervous in crowds or speaking with people I don’t already know. I used to enjoy those things the most.